THE PROMISE
Optimistic that when a person made a promise his life will never be completed
unless he fulfilled his promise.
A promise usualy are made for the one you love, for challenge, alter ego, a reason to hold
on a person, an obligation, for giving a second chance to live, to give to do or
not to do something and etc.
A promise may vary from one person to another and to whom you made a promise.
Let's just say to a class of persons, age, in a relationship, status, nationality, sex,
maturity and experience.
When I was a four, I made promise to avoid punishment from the wrongful act i've done.
I used it as an escapegoat or rather as an excuse. I'll just say "Ma please forgive me,
I'll promise I will not do it again." then it worked.
At the age of majority, I realized "a promise" is not as easy as I thought.
Every step I take to preserve, protect and to achieve my promise
became more difficult and worst for every single step forward and instead
ready to move step further, I end up moving backward for two or three steps more.
At this stage, I felt inept, helpless, depress, wrath, unwanted and numb. I became so blind.
Afraid to face the reality, the situation and the consequence. I forgot my promise, benefits,
happiness, and myself. Well, the pain I felt do not suffer my being. It reminds me that it is not
within my control. Letting go is the best choice to make. Sometimes nature took its course
and the rest is with divine intervention.
unless he fulfilled his promise.
A promise usualy are made for the one you love, for challenge, alter ego, a reason to hold
on a person, an obligation, for giving a second chance to live, to give to do or
not to do something and etc.
A promise may vary from one person to another and to whom you made a promise.
Let's just say to a class of persons, age, in a relationship, status, nationality, sex,
maturity and experience.
When I was a four, I made promise to avoid punishment from the wrongful act i've done.
I used it as an escapegoat or rather as an excuse. I'll just say "Ma please forgive me,
I'll promise I will not do it again." then it worked.
At the age of majority, I realized "a promise" is not as easy as I thought.
Every step I take to preserve, protect and to achieve my promise
became more difficult and worst for every single step forward and instead
ready to move step further, I end up moving backward for two or three steps more.
At this stage, I felt inept, helpless, depress, wrath, unwanted and numb. I became so blind.
Afraid to face the reality, the situation and the consequence. I forgot my promise, benefits,
happiness, and myself. Well, the pain I felt do not suffer my being. It reminds me that it is not
within my control. Letting go is the best choice to make. Sometimes nature took its course
and the rest is with divine intervention.
posted by CHICAY at 10:52 PM
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